FIRST WORDS OF NOTEBOOK October 1990:

Silence
raging silence
the gap between us widens 

Creeps & super-freaks
lets’s get lost!
Let’s get laid!

Local hero
whiplash willie
Mud honey
Motor Psycho 
Life as a dog

Polyester
what did I do to deserve this?
I’m screaming alone surrounded
In the belly of this city

How long does it take to dream?

(K)