
WINDY MILLER:
We were fourteen when the maths teacher got the boot.
He was our favourite, the one who got us hooked on
a subject that had always been a drag – he made it
cool & we took to it like friday night fish n chips.
The Guru had already set us on course & now the Maths
teacher was about to nail it in place forever.
Hi name was Miller, but we called him ‘Windy’ after
that little animated fella in Camberwick Green.
He was small, vibrant, younger than the rest & we
welcomed him like one of our own.
It all started in year one when he took a bunch of us
eleven year olds camping, pitched up on the grass
at the back of school, a week of miserable rain, soaked to
the skin. He got keys to school & let us watch tv
on the permanently padlocked industrial until concealed
behind the theatre curtain – he bent the rules for us,
made us feel like his mates, he had our loyalty for ever.
We played table tennis & scared each other with ghost stories
late at night, huddled in our sleeping bags up on stage.
Then he took to the cinema – how cool was that for maths?
2001 A Space Odyssey – Kidderminster ABC – a dream come true,
I’d seen the poster & tried impressing girls with my fake
knowledge of the plot. Nothing prepared me for the life changing
experience of seeing that film from the back row of the flea pit.
Did my mates see what I saw? – maybe not. They went on to be,
farmers, mechanics, engineers, designers, bikers, drinkers
& Salvation Army Officers, but that night I heard things
I’d never heard before the choral works of’Gyorgy Ligeti’.
I made my Mom take me back again in the week, bored her to
death with the longest film on Earth, just to sit in the dark,
life forever changed by the sound of those beautiful discordant
angels.
At the end of year three, we heard Windy was gone, booted out
or asked to leave for some undisclosed indiscretion – a storm
of whispers. He stood at his classroom door as we lined up to
leave, shook every one of us by the hand, looked us straight
in the eye & passed on a quiet personalised message to us all.
I couldn’t bare it, wanted to run, throw a desk through the window
& cut off across the fields, but then, he had my hand, looked me
in the eye, smiled & whispered,
“Don’t give up the music”
(K)