Saturday 9th February

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A TRICK OF THE MIND:
 
Cold comes back to Essex on a guest list direct to the bone.
We warm ourselves around fires piled high with fresh hedge 
wood glowing orange, yellow white. Smoke as thick as cream 
clings to our hair & clothes, makes us smell good when we go
indoors, drifts across fields, languishing in valleys, 
runs it’s phantoms through naked forests. We look at one another 
smiling, clutching hands, warm, happy. Charcoal hunting in a frost.
Woke up to a thin pink sky, lay awake listening to the wind whistle 
pan-pipes round the house, still smiling.
 
(K) 

Friday 8th February

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SUNLIT & STRANGE:
 
Weird not to be rehearsing, standing in a frozen field 
with warm sun on our backs. The hiss of black top rubber 
& the crack of puddles broken ice beneath our heels. 
“The water’s got wrinkles” you said, smiling & a
golden glow lit your eyes – everything felt right.
 
(K)

Thursday 7th February

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BACK TO THE END:
 
Listening to Dylan with a phone in one hand,the sound of your 
voice, familiar. It broke out in sunlight as we locked ourselves 
together, answering your questions for our friends in Japan. 
I was flicking through the master’s poetry when I stumbled on 
the courage to write the way I feel. We’ve been making journeys 
by foot & film, the sound of your machine gun tongue, fuels such 
effervescent vision. Your passion is a beacon in the dark, your 
camera, the eye, you light the world – show me what you’re thinking.
Dylan glances back at me in black & white, concealed between 
the sheets of an old school CD insert, Telecaster Blonde 
gun-slung casual across a shoulder, so easy with those words 
that cut a path through jungles of self doubt & disbelief. 
 
(K)

Wednesday 6th February

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WHAT THE HELL SNOW!:
 
It came in sideways after sunset at the end of a glorious day.
Blue skies, clean crisp light, smiles & good food soul.
A long rehearsing day where games were raised when suddenly 
we went public – the first audience standing in the corner of 
the room – a memory of eyes & faces.Feel the thrill of adrenaline, 
the voice in the head telling me I’m crap & will never be any good – 
an old travelling companion – ha ha ha! welcome home. Body tired 
every night, but leaves smiling, headlights playing in the trees 
like a new film.
Fired up Django & rinsed my ears with cascades of polyrhythmic 
picking.

 (K)

Tuesday 5th February

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LONG DAY LAUGHTER:
 
Throughout a day of technical stops & starts rehearsals 
were filled with laughter – the joy of good company.
There’s an energy to every day, a pulse, an electric 
undercurrent that remains the foundation to everything. 
How low can you go? – not very in company like this. 
Hugs & hand shakes to finish off, driving into the dark
in a cold wind. Out onto the motorway with a satnav
voice for company. Flicking through channels to 
underscore the scenery flickering on the other side
of the windscreen. Headlights are stage lights, the 
road is a strip of magnetic tape running continuous 
beneath our wheels. 
A warehouse, an industrial estate on the edgeland 
of a luminous hole in the night. A door opens, a smiling 
face, familiar. Hands wave, shake, hug, a reunion in 
a deserted carpark secured with razor wire. We step 
into the cavernous interior of a giant metal box 
& there beyond the towers of flight cased electric
wonders Toby Vogel has built a cube of light. 
Our first screening of the M25 film, a synaesthetic’s 
view of a cruising circle around the edgelands of
London & the music of colours that sing on the other side
of the windscreen. 
 
(K)

Monday 4th February

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THE MAN IN A SLING: 
 
He walks in the sun swathed in yellow, smiling.
Caught in the reflection of a rear view mirror 
looking radiant, content. The black top turns
wet & silver, luminous in the glare of the morning
sun & I let it draw me in, loosing perspective, 
everything turns 2D. The hedges, slip past constantly 
peripheral dancing – sweet sensation. 
Sticks, cut brutal by the lash of machines lie 
broken toothed in ditches, turn their faces up 
at the sun & smile. I drive purposefully slow today 
squeezing pleasure out’ve every curve in the road,
turn the radio off & smile, listening to wind. 
 
(K)

Sunday 3rd February

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COLD WIND?:
 
A day that started dark lifts with decision to let 
the light in. ‘Layers’ is the fashion in the fields 
between Winter & Spring. The winds carry knives for 
ill prepared stragglers, imagining they can ‘think’
themselves warm in skimpy & shades.Standing still 
is a brutal pass time, as the dedicated & mad gather
in the fields, exposed. Cold creeps up, legs like wicks
draw damp into the bones. Flasks of hot stuff, three layers 
of everything & laughter. Smiles between friends re-united 
in the fellowship of the touch-line. Familiar looks, relief 
& pride when the final score tells stories of determination, 
collaboration & skill. The beautiful game played against
odds in a cruel wind that taunts us to give up, but, of course
we never do. 
What a fabulous way to start a day.
 
(K) 

Friday 1st February

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TODAY I MET A MAN:
 
Parked up on the roof & watched the sun dance across the roofs
of the City of Hope. Slipped down the back stairs & waited in 
the place he recommended. He arrived, all smiling & hugs, a 
familiar light returned to his eyes that I’d missed. We walked 
through antiquarian book shops & city church yards, engrossed 
in the rhythm of typography across the ages until we reached 
our favourite coffee shop. 
Talking, drinking, dodging traffic in the streets, beneath the 
delicately carved facades of ancient institutions whose stone 
faces translated sunlight into colours that made us happy. 
At a house in an alley we found a bell & rang it, gaining entrance 
to rare sanctuary. Rooms filled with Nicholson’s & Breska’s, 
sea pebbles & bleached driftwood monsters – everything danced 
in sunlight beams streaming in torrents though glass eyes that 
looked out onto the city of hope.
Up on the roof we hugged & shook hands, making a pact to do it
again, only sooner than later this time. 
Tomorrow I’ll be watching The Trans – Siberian Marching Band
when I’m in a good mood they take me higher.
 
(K)

Thursday 31st January

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LOOKING FOR ROBERT FRIPP:
 
I recoiled from it all through my youth when I couldn’t
afford the big boys pedals, but now sound I’ve hunted for 
weeks, trawling chat rooms & global pedal fetishists. 
Eventually I narrowed it to two, the black one or the orange. 
With a body like that it had to be the orange, reminiscent of 
the only pedal I  could afford as a teen. The one that never 
sounded Ritchie Blackmore enough, burying my riffs in mush. 
That was then, this is Thursday (express delivery from Joe)
 
(K)